Because reading when it rains, under an umbrella is more fun♡
In case you’re sad here are some buns.
Another day done. Well, kind of exhausting. And after all the troubles with signing in to colleges well it comes of course to the usual problem. You know it : your boyfriend. That one person who should take care of you, communicate with you and understand you. That’s something so rare in our days.
Well just to put it like this, my case, why should you always do as he pleases? I mean I should always listen to him and encourage him and do everything to make him happy and he doesn’t even want to listen to what I have to say. You would ask why I am still with him. Tough question. I can’t even answer it. You know that moment… eh… it actually isn’t such a common moment. I just can’t. I am weak. I don’t and can’t take his words anymore. I’m so weakened from all of those previous conflicts. And finally I have reached a conclusion…which in this moment I don’t agree with…well I will stay in this position until destiny will change my course in life. I don’t have the power anymore. And I don’t think I will ever have it again. Funny story you think. I mean you are for sure thinking why am I such a stupid girl, just let go of him. True. I don’t love him anymore. I need and want to love but I am not ready for a new love. And I don’t know when I will be ready.
Sad, isn’t it? But I still smile. I am still seen as a happy girl. I don’t know if that is good. For my heart it isn’t healthy. Oh well, what can I say? My soul will not be saved. I don’t think it has any chances.
following back everyone until i find a tumblr gf♡